I suck. No really, I suck. None of that, "Oh just a little practice and you'll get better" crap. I. Fucking. Suck. I just practiced drawing for over an hour and I couldn't even pull off a symmetrical oval/face. You'd think after an hour I'd have improved a bit but no, not me.

The only reason I want to draw is because I look at people's awesome drawings and think "I want to do that" and I HATE having to commission people to draw my own characters for me. (No offense to those of you who have drawn a character of mine. They were all lovely and appreciated.) I want to be able to draw them and portray them visually instead of just with words. Hell even my ability to write has severely diminished.

I hate my life.